Every day is like the day before it. Yesterday has melted into today and tomorrow will be like today. Another long string of breathing. Hurrah.
Am I really sane and trying to trick myself into thinking I am insane? HAHA, no but of course that thought pops up now and again.
Just another day. Like yesterday. And tomorrow.
More bad sleep. I have just realized it is going to happen. Just like the night before, tonight and tomorrow night.
Swallowing pills but feeling as fucked up as ever. Take this one to help you sleep. Take this one so you won't feel depressed. How about a lottery pill? Or a wake up loving life pill?
Yeah, I could be rich if I came up with those, lol.
I hate wondering if people are talking about me. I hate wondering what they are thinking when they just look. I hate saying goodmorning to the same neighbor time and again but when I don't initiate it she doesn't either. I hate working around people because I know they think I am stupid, or slow, or lazy, or fat, or... weird.
Just another day. Same thoughts as yesterday, will be the same thoughts tomorrow.
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