Saturday, January 23, 2010

I am boring

So he asked me "What would make you happy?" I stared around the room, it was awfully cozy. Everything about it was cozy, the soft couches and chairs. The lighting. The man staring at me from across the room.

I had no words except "I don't really know. I can't think of a single thing. Except my children, they make me happy."

I do nothing. I have nothing.

I am applying for disability because my symptoms are becoming worse as the days go by.

The trich has gotten better, at least there is that. I only had one slip up this week.

But I am not happy. Surprise.

2 comments:

  1. Moody
    I saw your post about the disability on the dbsa forum. I applied in may of 09 and had the disabilty approved in nov of 09. I was backpaid as well for 8 months. If your doctors recommended it go for it, your probably going to be approved. both my pdoc and tdoc as well as my general doc and the ss doc they sent me to see all agreed. My dx is bipolar, social anxiety w/panic attacks ocd and so son. Sorry to ramble and hope you go for it and get it. It affords the time to get well!!

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  2. Hey thanks, I appreciate the support!

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